To work or not to work

There is this endless debate in my head about whether I should get back to work or not. For the most part I know I won't because I just quit my job six months ago after walking the tightrope for a year and felt then that it was too hard on all of us. But now I'm bored and frustrated and wondering what to do with myself. I try to keep myself busy with learning new stuff when my daughter is away at school. Golf, driving, yoga,bharatnatyam. Most days I feel I made the right decision but there are days when I feel wasted, worthless.

Today started out being such a day, what with me sick and cooped up in the house and giving myself a 'what are you doing with your life' speech. Then Tanvi came back from school and told me all about odd and evil numbers. Odd numbers don't have friends (sad face here) and evil numbers do :) We had khichdi and rasam for lunch & watched Shaan. Now everyone's asleep and I'm going to make a hot chocolate and get back to my book Randamoozham (The Second Turn) by M.T Vasudevan Nair. Its the Mahabharata from Bhima's point of view.



I guess I just have to look at the bright side of things and carry on..